Signed in Tears

Signed in Tears
By me

Do you know what it is like to be hated
to the point of death by someone you love?
To feel so used and passed over,
To be made to feel worthless?

Your sad looks, never for me,
Your wandering gaze, always searching,
Your desire, attraction for beauty,
Constantly longing, but never for me,
but that's okay because I would never force
You to be with me, I'd rather you be happy,

So why cant you let me be?
I am not of fair beauty as the lily, sunkissed with the diamonds of dew drops.
Nor am I somebody with great achievements,
You don't even want to stand next to me.

Your 'Hatred' embraces and it makes me feel sick,
Fingertips, press in like a flame seering licks
burning through the skin.

Searching for my love,
but my love never appreciated.

You don't want me, nor love me, so
I'm just trying to move on with my life,
because I loved you, and it's hurting.
I cut you out of my life because I can't take it.
It's hurting.

You tell me to let go so I do,
but you're the one still holding on even tighter.
Why? I don't understand.

What do you want from me?