What's up brothers and sisters! So I'm curious on some feedback from my fellow Christians... As I'd like to portray myself "not new to this walk"... I'm learning just how young I truly am in it. I've been in the word for years now, growing up introduced to it. It's never been a consistent thing in my life however. Judge me or not, I've been a different route than a lot. The most consistent time of my walking was while I was locked away in prison for an 18 month time period. I've been out three years and had the trials and tribulations of the world upon my shoulders and battled the transition. Now I can see the seed being "planters" depth however. It used to be that when times get rough I could get away and go the bars and clubs, liquor, drugs and sex cure👎 at 27 those days have gotten the best of me and I now no longer seek those pleasures. Instead I find myself Praying and in the word more often than not. Here's my question.... Recently I've became extremely reclused, basically shutting down from society. Certain situations have played role but for the most part I just don't want any part of humanity it seems. Now that my head's been cleared and God's prevailing in my dailies it seems a major depression has set in. Now I know right now I could go back to my old routine of the IDGAF attitude. But I wont. I can't. I'm looking for feedback on the transition point of truly dying to your old self and what that felt like. I wanna say this insane depression I'm going through in reality is a spiritual awaking. Completely aware of all my past misdoings now and conviction is being processed upon me to introduce this new life. Please any and everybody with testimony on this old to new respond. Much love to all my brothers and sisters in Christ!
-Joey
-Joey
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