I’m so sorry to hear about your struggles, friend. Sometimes things are so fast paced/complicated, take away a lot of our energy leaving us emotionally and physically drained. I’m praying, asking God to surround you with His infinite love and comfort. May He provide encouragement and guidance as you lean upon Him.
Matthew 11: 28-30: Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.