The photo aside ─ I can tell you that nothing in this world feels real anymore. Somehow it feels as if it's made out of artificial substances. It's hard to explain and I'm not sure if I know how to. What I do know is that everyone has a filter through which they experience reality, and oftentimes those filters are filled with the thoughts and opinions from other people who want you to see through reality with a filter that's very similar to theirs. But what if someone doesn't have a filter, or what if they lost that filter? What if they experienced reality in a way that no one else is capable of understanding?
... Say I pick a flower. In my head, I know that flower is made out of organic material and that it isn't artificial. I know that the dirt is what grew it and that it has a floral smell because it was grown out in nature. On the other hand, when my eyes are looking at it and I touch it, there is this sometimes-subtle, sometimes not-so-subtle feeling or impression that the flower doesn't really exist and that my mind only thinks it's real because of all of the other real flowers I have seen in the past. Somehow, that one flower, and all the other flowers around it, I figure, all seem like they are artificial replicas and my memory is just filling in for my senses because the flower itself isn't necessarily real.
Does any of that make sense? Sometimes this makes me feel unnerved, other times not so much. If I don't focus on it, I can go about my merry way in life. The fact that I have felt this way about my reality ─ food, flowers, clothes, dirt, everything ─ makes me question reality, itself. Again, what if someone doesn't have a filter, or what if they lose that filter? What then?
Edit:
I feel like I have to say this because almost every single person I have ever spoken to has mentioned this and used it as an excuse to think I'm stupid or crazy, but no, I'm not making some sort of hint or reference to film "The Matrix". I haven't even seen that entire movie and I don't care to. Hollywood is Hollywood, but day-to-day life is actually real.