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I meant serve God as a "preacher" or "teacher" been overwhelmed lately,but starting to feel better already I'm waiting in the most anxiety free place "The house of the Lord" for my uncle and I called a friend I can "trust" to see if I can stay with them until my apartment appointment,after work tomorrow I'll call my friend to see if that's alright at least for now I have hope for a place to stay though at least nope matter what I'll always have hope through Jesus my Lird and Saviour!
He simply started talking about that sometimes he had the same issue and that his doctor told him to hold his nose and try to breathe through the nose and it would help,well I tried the idea and now it's clearing up,hallelujah!
Still though I'm less irritable thanks to that but still a bit on edge because the people in that house get me so habit proned that I can't think about "simple things" it's always "gossip" "ragging on someone" or "peer pressuring" or as I call it "drilling into someone's head" because my Aunt though she's helped me bugs me to know end about things I should be able to decide on "myself" without overwhelming what might be classified as harassment or overbearing behaviour so I'm still looking into what "options" I may have.