My Testimony
Forgive my repeating some.
As a child, pre-schooler, I was sent off to summer Bible school with my youngest (older tan I) sister. Being wee ones we were not Reading the Word but learning songs of the love of Jesus. The truth that Jesus loves me (all) remained with me though I was never quite convinced of His being absolute in every way………especially what He teaches man.
It was not until I was in my final year at the University of Illinois that I was given to believe completely in His truth and being God.
I had been doing drugs, recreational as they were deemed, I was active against the war in Viet Nam, and the last immedite influence givemn me to seek and to find our Maker was a rpblem going on in a small African break-away country called Biafra.
When I was made aware that the US was sending aid to these suffering and starving people I was so happy and relieved until I found out further that all the relif supplies were being held just outside of Biafra while the people there continued starving. Then I was made aware of why the suppies were stopped there. The United States did not want to upset diplomatic relations with Nigeria, the country from which Biafra had detached itself.
With with this new knowledge of man’s inhumanity to man, my heart was broken, for those suffering near and far for this very reason.
I locked myself in a room determined not to leave until I had some kind of response as to the fate of mankind and me. I did not realice it, but my vow to not eat or leave was fasting, and my question was prayer of course. I shook my fist upwards and declared, “You are Who you are; if you are in charge of all that is, if you are almighty, and if there is good to come out of all of this evil, I would like to know You and even serve you if necessary.”
I fell into a profound sleep, and a dream was given me with verbal teaching also. I dreamed I was at a mountain resort by a lake. There were people wáter skiing on the lake and waving at me, others swimming, and people doing a variety of recreational activities, but I was told that I was not to remain here. I was to go on a trip. I stasrted to get into a station wagon, drier’s side, and I was told to geton the passenger side. I do not really know Who the driver was, but I am sure you have the same idea I have. There were people in the back seat also.
Then a panorama opened up depicting many highways, byways, roads, freewas and whatever else you may imagine. I knew this to be the ways of the travel.
Then, suddenly, all of the panorama disappeared, and a very dark and winding road up a dark mountain appeared in front of my eyes full of ruts and pot holes, and I was told, “You will be taking this road. There will be no tres on it.”
For myself only, and to my own satisfaction, I understood what was being said, though not what the detaisl were to be.
I awoke believing I had been instructed by the Maker of all that is, yet He did not identify Himself.
Everything looked to be alien to me. A car came down the Street, and although it did not frighten me, I did not know what it was at first. Colors were quite bright and everything seemed new to me, even those things destined to the fire next time.
Later that day I was talking with a friend, Shelly,a Jew, and relating to him my experience. He was a very good friend. This was in the Illini Union building in the Student Union. I wanted to go and share this with another friend so I excused myself,and left him there.
Walking across the Quadrangle of the University and pondering the current events Viet Nam, Biafra, and man’s cruelty in general, I kept saying to our Maker, “Gosh man is wicked, he is so bad, his evi” All at once Irealized something very important for us all to know saying, “Wow, I am a man (meaning part of the evil).” Suddenly everything turned to Light , and the Light entered into me, Our Maker entered into me. Then all I could do was say, “You are It (all that is important), You are It.”
I was made alive for the very first time ever, and I know all was going to be just fine! Why? That is the message that came into me with the Light, “Everything is going to be just fine.” I had turned from the world and its Works to the Kingdom and our Father, and I knew it.
I practically flew back to the student Union and to my friend, Shelly. I felt as though my feet were not on the ground. Shelly saw me and said, asked, “Jack, what’s wrong.” Without needing to read it anywhere, I said, “God’s Spirit came into me, your God Yahweh.”
An entire litany of miracles ensued beginning with Yahweh leading me directly to Yeshua…….I may call Him God and Jesus also only because when I use those terms I know exactly Who I am referring to.
I had never been able to red teh Bible previous to theseexperiences, this changed radically that very night, but that is another story to recount if you want to hear it.
I would share my joy with all who wanted to hear what was given me to say, and very frequently I would open my mouth and speak and share things I had not yet read in the Word, only to be led directly to what I hd learned from opening my mouth and speaking from the printed Word led by the Holy Spirit…….by the way, I did not know about the baptism of the Holy Spirit until it happned, and I wa given to let others know it happend without having beentaugth there was such a thing………..so I believe.
ÇGod bless you,
Always in the love of Yeshua…jack
Know ye that the LORD he is God: it is he that hath made us, and not we ourselves; we are his people, and the sheep of his pasture.