This isn’t a troll post. This is a genuine prayer request for myself. Over the past years as I went from being this obsessive, unstable, insecure, self-centered, and oh my word, just anxious over the pettiest things imaginable. To a more confident, bold, humble, caring, and selfless person. I’m terribly far from perfect, but still it’s an improvement! Anywho, I just ask for humble prayers that I would continually thirst for God and that He would help me navigate through personal circumstances/situations that’s preventing me from serving and witnessing for Him more effectively. As well as an attitude adjustment. Lately, I’ve been thinking about how I’m not good enough to meet peoples’ standards and that my personality just doesn’t click very well with others. I keep replaying the past and wishing for things to be different for completely selfish reasons. When I should be more focused on caring for the needs of others. I would come to a realization but ignore it cuz I’m human, that there are many people out there who feel the way I do: unloved, dirty, unimportant, anxious, apathetic, complacent, and stuck by circumstances like a bird trapped in a cage. But instead of having a humble, servant’s heart and a teachable mind, I keep on being that wayward child, not willing to be obedient and love the Lord as much as I should. Again, I’ve improved, but still got a loooooong ways to go. So prayers would greatly be appreciated. Thank you.
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