Hi Mary, So glad to hear that you have the decernment of the Spirit to know where you are is not where God wants you . It will be a hard task to find the right church fellowship; But this I know , keep yourself with a good warm group that makes you comfortable doctrinally and personally. I have had 53 yrs, of pain in trying to find a dem. to fit my Bible faith ,and sorry to say, I had to make my own. I was trained for the ministry with Bible college, and Seminary, but never found a home. I identify somewhat with many dem.s but never was accept on a few crucial points. The Gospel of Repent, Trust Jesus and obey Jesus, thrown me out ever time. One great Bible preacher of today is John Piper, Desiring God. Dr. Piper is the BEST , in my opinion. John MacArther is good, Grace to you, a very enjoyable broadcast is: Songtime USA with Adam miller at One Place ,com. but some of the preachers are shallow BUT PTR. Paul David Tripp is very good , also Ted Tripp, his brother, is great. Love to all, Ptr Doug, Hoffco