Recent content by zaoman32

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    I just can't seem to runaway

    I already shared a bit about what was going on with me in a prayer request post a couple weeks or so ago. I'll keep things pretty abbreviated just because of that. Long story short, it's a long story. I've just had a lot of not good crap going on (for lack of a better word). Several months ago...
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    Prophecy?

    I have not had it happen. I've heard numerous stories of dreams people had though where they strongly felt like they were prophetic. Some, like yours, seemed extremely abstract and difficult to interpret. Others were just...ridiculous and appeared to be more "wishful thinking" than prophetic...
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    Brad Arnold

    How does that have any effect on anything?
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    Reccomended metal?

    I feel compelled to post because I'm seeing a lot of generic hard rock and metalcore (not that I don't like metalcore, but let's be honest. It's basic). Just a few of my favorites right now that are somewhat newish: Brotality (Thrash) Symphony of Heaven (Blackened Death, latest album is...
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    Nolstagia

    Christmas is USUALLY the biggest thing that makes me think of childhood. It might have been ruined for me last year, but I'm not here to complain, and I'm staying positive. That being said, usually just being around my family and talking about old times brings a lot of nostalgia. Talking with...
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    Online Friends | Pen pals

    All the towns in my area are around 1,000 people or less. A couple have 8,000+ and they’re basically metropolises around here
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    Online Friends | Pen pals

    I am always looking for new friends. All mine are married with their own priorities, and I live in the middle of the sticks where it’s hard to find people 😂
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    My life went from wonderful to a complete mess

    Sorry, I missed the last part of your question 😂 she is a Christian, or at least says she is. When she decided she wanted a divorce she straight up told me that she only talked to people who weren’t Christian’s about it, because she thought they understood more, and she refused to pray about it...
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    My life went from wonderful to a complete mess

    It’s final. We were in and out of counseling for about 4 years
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    HAVE YOU EVER THANKED GOD FOR THE PRAYERS HE DIDN'T ANSWER?

    I’m going to be honest, I really struggle with this one right now. I mean, there are definitely things I’ve wanted and prayed for that I didn’t get, and I was better off not getting them. I’ve had crushes on people that were better left alone and God steered me away from them. I’ve had things I...
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    My life went from wonderful to a complete mess

    What I'm about to share is going to be a huge bummer, so if you don't want to feel dragged down, feel free to ignore. It won't hurt my feelings. And please keep in mind, that despite everything going on, my mental health is improving, I'm working on improving myself, rebuilding my faith, and...
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    Subhunamoidal

    I just found out about this today from @seoulsearch mentioning it on a post on my profile. It is very bittersweet. A part of me is really devastated to learn about it, but I also knew the amount of health issues he was dealing with when we got close about ten years ago or so, and all the mental...
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    Returning old time member, so (re)introduction?

    Thanks for holding down the forum in my absence homie
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    Returning old time member, so (re)introduction?

    AHHHH!!! My friend SeoulSearch is still here 😁
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    Returning old time member, so (re)introduction?

    Hey everyone! I was really active on these forums about 10+ years ago or so. Imagine my surprise in not only finding out this website still exists, BUT that it still holds my old account. So here I am, returning. I've found myself in a pretty rough situation I'd rather not get too far into...