Unsatisfied

I am searching for fellow christians who feel disenchanted with the church and desire to access the fullness of God made available through the finished work of Christ. As time progresses, I find myself questioning our role within the world. There is something definitely missing within my life and I hunger for more. I want to be the Divine Partaker the Bible declares us to be! I want to “do greater things than these” ,as Jesus said, in order to put sin and its penalty in its place. I am grieved when I see these Saint Jude commercials and wonder why we cannot walk in there and come out being followed by kids rejoicing in their healing. God is the same today as yesterday and the past revivals which were accompanied with signs and wonders are not solely delegated to history. I want more. Are there others who feel this way? Are there others who want to embrace the fullness of God accessible through the completed work of Christ? Are there others who want to delve into the secret places to discover why many of us live a neutered life? I long for spiritual meat. I long to not only live in the resurrection power of Christ but also the ascension. Seated with Christ.