Wow... So hard but for this season : 1co 8:1, knowledge builds arrogance but love edifies
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I love Jesus . He makes fun of me a lot when I act like a selfish baby. He just laughs and I laugh too and realize how silly I am when I lose my patience or grow frustrated. I'm filled with joy because of him. My hope is unshakable , I am absolutely sure of the scales that will fall off my eyes when I die and the reality of eternity that awaits. So when I seek comfort from Holy Spirit when I'm having a bit of a fit of anger, He usually laughs at me and says : REALLY?! And my mind gets set on entering again. But when I'm in true despair and sorrow, He is much more gentle, loving assuring, and His I love you said to me brings tears to my eyes and strengthens my spirit . He's my best friend, were usually laughing together these days. But each day I am learning more and more of his grace and the degree in which he tolerates me and my foolishness, zealousness, pride, envy, lust, even as I think myself holy , I am learning how short of perfection I am , yet Perfection smiles at me and laughs with me and holds my hand, as if we are equals, to be married :-) for eternity .
