McCallum

Birthday
Jul 30, 1973 (Age: 51)
Location
United Kingdom
Name
Steven j McCallum
Gender
male
Marital Status
not married
Spiritual Status
not Christian
Church Status
not attending church
Country Flag/Nationality
United Kingdom
Country (Location)
United Kingdom
State/Province/Region
England [UK]
City
Leicester
Favorite Bible Verse
The path of the righteous man
About
Hi all I was born in 1973 My mum died at 5. I had to live with a abusive father and steph mum i ended up in care after being left alone at home when my dad and steph mum split. I went into a children's home in Grimsby uk with this new therapy there was a big chair placed in a room with loads of big cushions on the floor stereo inone the corner . The idea was to get the 8 most traumatised kids in humberside you sat in the chair and all the other 7 kids verbally abuse you until you got so angry you lashed out on the cushions, until the point you were crying then after a few kids did this the calming time came your key worker would stroke you head massage you head some kids for physically abused. I was one of them one ,day we told a key worker to sit in the chair and we abused him well he tried to commit suicide blaming the childrens home. within 24 hour we were gone all over the country I was locked up with 18 year olds at 12 years old, I spent 2 years in there and got fostered at 15 and half for a year I was living on my own st 16. I've had no education I didn't even laugh in public until I was around 17 I've always been embarrassed about my life the abuse and the lack of guidance. In my heart I've always believed someone was watching out for me all the other 7 kids ended up dead by 30 or stuck on heroin. I needed to stop drinking it was getting out of hand I asked god for help I got type 1 diabetes it stop my heavy drinking straight away rare at 30 I also had a wondering eye well diabetic put a stop to that well not a stop but I only get 4 blue things a month 😃 I was also aggressive from the therapy I just snapped so I was angry i felt sorry for myself then at 40 I had a heart attack. through being angry and stressed obviously the heart attack solved that now it's just for me to learn the faith that i feel as gone before me the lord works in mysterious ways. I was a tuff nut to crack my life is 100% better even with diabetes bad heart god stopped me killing myself . I was left with millions of unanswered questions why, what for,how come it's always me ,can I forget and forgive so I'm here to learn to learn about love rather than negativity

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