I am not consciously scared but the atmosphere of doom really rubs off on me on physical level. There are now days when i completely skip sleep and just sleep the next night. I don't like the constant news in the background, just don't want to fight husband who wants to follow the situation. Normally I never even watch or read news because it's too much to look upon, it's depressing because there's usually nothing you can do and all these evil things are going on, why watch except if I want to torment myself.
