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ForgiveMeGod

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This whole year was like a grief filled year for me especially in the beginning and end. The beginning with my friend Josh, in the middle because of my friend Nikki but she already has ghosted me so many times that I’m glad when she came back that I told her to not talk to me again. She apologized and everything but it’s literally happened so many times. She would find another guy and when their relationship would end, she would always come crawling back and pretend like we were best friends again. She tried doing it again this time but I decided it is better to cut her out completely. I know I bring comfort to others, and when I feel like I’m just being used out of convenience, instead of true friendship, that is when the h*es got to go. I’d be enabling her behavior if I continued to let her back into my life, which I don’t think God would approve.

Hey at least there will be more fuzz butts around! Hopefully not too many. Don’t you overwhelmed by them. It can get like California pretty quickly.

What I like about Oklahoma is the amount of green there is. Reminds me kinda of Hawai. In Hawaii there is green everywhere but mostly tropical plants.
 

CarriePie

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This whole year was like a grief filled year for me especially in the beginning and end. The beginning with my friend Josh, in the middle because of my friend Nikki but she already has ghosted me so many times that I’m glad when she came back that I told her to not talk to me again. She apologized and everything but it’s literally happened so many times. She would find another guy and when their relationship would end, she would always come crawling back and pretend like we were best friends again. She tried doing it again this time but I decided it is better to cut her out completely. I know I bring comfort to others, and when I feel like I’m just being used out of convenience, instead of true friendship, that is when the h*es got to go. I’d be enabling her behavior if I continued to let her back into my life, which I don’t think God would approve.

Hey at least there will be more fuzz butts around! Hopefully not too many. Don’t you overwhelmed by them. It can get like California pretty quickly.

What I like about Oklahoma is the amount of green there is. Reminds me kinda of Hawai. In Hawaii there is green everywhere but mostly tropical plants.
I'm hoping 2025 will be a year of recovery. I don't think it'll be just like that and all better, but I hope it's a year that's definitely on the road to recovery.

Oklahoma really does have a variety of terrain. I hope to explore the southern part of the state some day. It's got mountains and lots of nice scenery. No doubt the weather is probably better there lol.

Oh, The Herm has been nosing around in the dry leaves outside. When I woke this evening, I looked on the cam and seen a Fuzz Butt. That's the first thing I seen when I woke up. I don't know about my life lol

You said magic and I had to go put on Magic by The Cars. In case your wondering, that's what I'm playing lol
 

ForgiveMeGod

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#29
I'm hoping 2025 will be a year of recovery. I don't think it'll be just like that and all better, but I hope it's a year that's definitely on the road to recovery.

Oklahoma really does have a variety of terrain. I hope to explore the southern part of the state some day. It's got mountains and lots of nice scenery. No doubt the weather is probably better there lol.

Oh, The Herm has been nosing around in the dry leaves outside. When I woke this evening, I looked on the cam and seen a Fuzz Butt. That's the first thing I seen when I woke up. I don't know about my life lol

You said magic and I had to go put on Magic by The Cars. In case your wondering, that's what I'm playing lol
I’m hoping that I’ll have a major career breakthrough next year, considering the biggest loss so far, which was losing the name The Called, which was not being used anywhere, at all. I have to admit though, I am guilty of taking it over because they weren’t using their name. it was there but there weren’t any songs up. So I thought it was free game to take it over. Now I know that if I’m going to use a name, that there has to be no trace of it anywhere. Otherwise, that would be stealing, which I recognize that that is what I kinda did but I did take all of my music down once they started adding music, out of respect and because I don’t want to have a legal trouble, especially with another brother in Christ.

My hope is that I could just continue to create music remotely and travel. I’d like to see what other states are like but I also really want to live in Hawaii, since a lot of my family is from there and the weather is amazing all year round. Plus, it is beautiful there.

At least you have some form of entertainment. I have a different form of critter entertainment. My dog and cat chase each other around the house all day.

i’ll check out the song.

i think one of the reasons i really want to develop this music career is cause I think that you would appreciate it if it took off. That way I’m not some guy who is kinda floundering. I know God is in control and things could change but if we continue to pray and do God’s will, what ever that may be in our lives, that I hope God will bless it.
 

ForgiveMeGod

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#30
I'm hoping 2025 will be a year of recovery. I don't think it'll be just like that and all better, but I hope it's a year that's definitely on the road to recovery.

Oklahoma really does have a variety of terrain. I hope to explore the southern part of the state some day. It's got mountains and lots of nice scenery. No doubt the weather is probably better there lol.

Oh, The Herm has been nosing around in the dry leaves outside. When I woke this evening, I looked on the cam and seen a Fuzz Butt. That's the first thing I seen when I woke up. I don't know about my life lol

You said magic and I had to go put on Magic by The Cars. In case your wondering, that's what I'm playing lol
Is everything okay by the way?
 

ForgiveMeGod

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#31
I'm hoping 2025 will be a year of recovery. I don't think it'll be just like that and all better, but I hope it's a year that's definitely on the road to recovery.

Oklahoma really does have a variety of terrain. I hope to explore the southern part of the state some day. It's got mountains and lots of nice scenery. No doubt the weather is probably better there lol.

Oh, The Herm has been nosing around in the dry leaves outside. When I woke this evening, I looked on the cam and seen a Fuzz Butt. That's the first thing I seen when I woke up. I don't know about my life lol

You said magic and I had to go put on Magic by The Cars. In case your wondering, that's what I'm playing lol
That was a good song. I’m not sure if I ever heard that song before.
 

CarriePie

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i think one of the reasons i really want to develop this music career is cause I think that you would appreciate it if it took off. That way I’m not some guy who is kinda floundering. I know God is in control and things could change but if we continue to pray and do God’s will, what ever that may be in our lives, that I hope God will bless it.
Maybe I'm the one who is floundering! In any case, I do hope your music takes off because you are talented and that would be smashing for you. But, you are just as worthy if it takes off as if it doesn't!


Is everything okay by the way?
I hope so! Is everything okay on your end?


My hope is that I could just continue to create music remotely and travel. I’d like to see what other states are like but I also really want to live in Hawaii, since a lot of my family is from there and the weather is amazing all year round. Plus, it is beautiful there.
Wow, living in Hawaii! I hope you'll still converse with me if you live in Hawaii lol.

I hope 2025 has much better things in store for us both. I can't imagine how the new year will go, but I hope it will be better, less heavy, more smashingness.
 

ForgiveMeGod

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Maybe I'm the one who is floundering! In any case, I do hope your music takes off because you are talented and that would be smashing for you. But, you are just as worthy if it takes off as if it doesn't!




I hope so! Is everything okay on your end?




Wow, living in Hawaii! I hope you'll still converse with me if you live in Hawaii lol.

I hope 2025 has much better things in store for us both. I can't imagine how the new year will go, but I hope it will be better, less heavy, more smashingness.
I think we are both kinda floundering and you are doing your best for your overall survival, which I get it.

i appreciate you talking about my music that way. It was playing on radio stations around the world. So it was picking up but starting out with a new name, I got to be REALLY strategic!

Everything is okay now. I was just discussing some of my thoughts about my life currently with someone about discernment and choosing the right partner to do life with. Had me thinking a little bit about us.

i really don’t want to perform my music. I’d rather just create and have dj’s and other artists perform them, as I’d rather stay out of that life style. Lot’s can go on if I were to be involved in that world. Such as wolves in sheep’s clothing.
 

CarriePie

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I think we are both kinda floundering and you are doing your best for your overall survival, which I get it.

i appreciate you talking about my music that way. It was playing on radio stations around the world. So it was picking up but starting out with a new name, I got to be REALLY strategic!

Everything is okay now. I was just discussing some of my thoughts about my life currently with someone about discernment and choosing the right partner to do life with. Had me thinking a little bit about us.

i really don’t want to perform my music. I’d rather just create and have dj’s and other artists perform them, as I’d rather stay out of that life style. Lot’s can go on if I were to be involved in that world. Such as wolves in sheep’s clothing.
It's kinda quiet here right now. The neighbors are quiet and critters have topped making some noise.

It's warmer tonight than last night. So, I'm typing without cold hands. I still noticed that I made a grammatical error above. Pardon my errors.

I know things can't always go completely smoothly. There's always bumps in the road. But, I sure hope the road ahead has less bumps for a while and the Lord gives us extra strength to overcome the bumps that will happen.

I must have heard Redbone's Come Get Your Love somewhere recently, 'cause I woke up with that stuck in my head lol Sometimes old songs just pop in my head even though I haven't heard them in a while.

Your talent is impressive! I pray all goes as smashingly as possible for you with your music, according to the Lord's will!
 

ForgiveMeGod

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It's kinda quiet here right now. The neighbors are quiet and critters have topped making some noise.

It's warmer tonight than last night. So, I'm typing without cold hands. I still noticed that I made a grammatical error above. Pardon my errors.

I know things can't always go completely smoothly. There's always bumps in the road. But, I sure hope the road ahead has less bumps for a while and the Lord gives us extra strength to overcome the bumps that will happen.

I must have heard Redbone's Come Get Your Love somewhere recently, 'cause I woke up with that stuck in my head lol Sometimes old songs just pop in my head even though I haven't heard them in a while.

Your talent is impressive! I pray all goes as smashingly as possible for you with your music, according to the Lord's will!
I sure hope so and I hate how sometimes my thoughts wander. I think it’s natural for people to want connection.

i sure hope so to. I’m really tired of enemy attacks. Which seem to happen more frequently now a days than usual. So I’ve been doing every thing I can to combat them, while also cutting frienemies out of my life.

My mind use to plays songs all the time too. I think that is just a secular music thing, cause when I listened to so much secular music, I was like a walking radio station. I’d even create my own songs in my head and even beatbox them while I was driving…and singing. I’ve been told that I’m a good singer. I never really explored that though.

Who knows what God will have my do. He always has me doing something different all the time. Creating music for the past year has been my second larger project ever. My first largest creative endeavor is drawing. Drew for decades.

Sometimes I wish relationships were way smoother but in our fallen world, I’m discovering that it is really up to God to bring two people together and sometimes there is a lot of pain involved. Sometimes, psychological abuse without knowing that is what is happening. I’m just letting God take the wheel and staying focused on my vision, which is becoming a Christian electronic artist. My music sounds super secular. So maybe I’m a secular artist, who secretly tells people about Jesus. I’m not sure.

i know my therapist doesn’t say that she is a Christian therapist right away but she is. It’s a way of ministering to a broken world, while also using your spirit to comfort and heal others.
 

ForgiveMeGod

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It's kinda quiet here right now. The neighbors are quiet and critters have topped making some noise.

It's warmer tonight than last night. So, I'm typing without cold hands. I still noticed that I made a grammatical error above. Pardon my errors.

I know things can't always go completely smoothly. There's always bumps in the road. But, I sure hope the road ahead has less bumps for a while and the Lord gives us extra strength to overcome the bumps that will happen.

I must have heard Redbone's Come Get Your Love somewhere recently, 'cause I woke up with that stuck in my head lol Sometimes old songs just pop in my head even though I haven't heard them in a while.

Your talent is impressive! I pray all goes as smashingly as possible for you with your music, according to the Lord's will!
I think more enemy attacks happen the closer you are to being more like Christ. It sure motivates me to succeed though.

i didn’t see any grammatical errors.

I’ll check out that song.

You sure are slow at typing tonight. I think you should really start taking care of yourself. This is me holding you accountabl!
 

CarriePie

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#37
I sure hope so and I hate how sometimes my thoughts wander. I think it’s natural for people to want connection.

i sure hope so to. I’m really tired of enemy attacks. Which seem to happen more frequently now a days than usual. So I’ve been doing every thing I can to combat them, while also cutting frienemies out of my life.

My mind use to plays songs all the time too. I think that is just a secular music thing, cause when I listened to so much secular music, I was like a walking radio station. I’d even create my own songs in my head and even beatbox them while I was driving…and singing. I’ve been told that I’m a good singer. I never really explored that though.

Who knows what God will have my do. He always has me doing something different all the time. Creating music for the past year has been my second larger project ever. My first largest creative endeavor is drawing. Drew for decades.

Sometimes I wish relationships were way smoother but in our fallen world, I’m discovering that it is really up to God to bring two people together and sometimes there is a lot of pain involved. Sometimes, psychological abuse without knowing that is what is happening. I’m just letting God take the wheel and staying focused on my vision, which is becoming a Christian electronic artist. My music sounds super secular. So maybe I’m a secular artist, who secretly tells people about Jesus. I’m not sure.

i know my therapist doesn’t say that she is a Christian therapist right away but she is. It’s a way of ministering to a broken world, while also using your spirit to comfort and heal others.
I wouldn't doubt it if you are a good singer. You have a very nice voice!

Yes, being in a fallen world nothing goes smoothly. But, a relationship shouldn't be any more miserable than anything else in life. If it is than it needs worked on or it's not the right relationship for you. Also, I don't think a relationship should include any kind of abuse, including psychological. I've found that the Lord has protected me many times in my life when it comes to Him pushing me away from bad relationships or potentially bad ones. Seeking His guidance is paramount.

I didn't tell you what happened with my order today. I added a portion of a cherry pie from the bakery to my order. They were out of pie portions. I ended up with a whole cherry pie, she still managed to only charge me for a pie portion. So, I've got plenty of cherry pie. Wish I could share.
 

ForgiveMeGod

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It's kinda quiet here right now. The neighbors are quiet and critters have topped making some noise.

It's warmer tonight than last night. So, I'm typing without cold hands. I still noticed that I made a grammatical error above. Pardon my errors.

I know things can't always go completely smoothly. There's always bumps in the road. But, I sure hope the road ahead has less bumps for a while and the Lord gives us extra strength to overcome the bumps that will happen.

I must have heard Redbone's Come Get Your Love somewhere recently, 'cause I woke up with that stuck in my head lol Sometimes old songs just pop in my head even though I haven't heard them in a while.

Your talent is impressive! I pray all goes as smashingly as possible for you with your music, according to the Lord's will!
I love that song!!!
 

ForgiveMeGod

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I wouldn't doubt it if you are a good singer. You have a very nice voice!

Yes, being in a fallen world nothing goes smoothly. But, a relationship shouldn't be any more miserable than anything else in life. If it is than it needs worked on or it's not the right relationship for you. Also, I don't think a relationship should include any kind of abuse, including psychological. I've found that the Lord has protected me many times in my life when it comes to Him pushing me away from bad relationships or potentially bad ones. Seeking His guidance is paramount.

I didn't tell you what happened with my order today. I added a portion of a cherry pie from the bakery to my order. They were out of pie portions. I ended up with a whole cherry pie, she still managed to only charge me for a pie portion. So, I've got plenty of cherry pie. Wish I could share.
Just right before I deleted my last profile, I felt like I was being attacked by everyone here, without them knowing they were. I also did a lot of upset posting while that was happening to try and learn about what was going on. When you told me that if we separated again, that it would be final. I took that very literally. So I deleted my profile and left, but then I thought that I really need fellowship in my life. So I just created a new name and rejoined, so I can at least fellowship again, which I need in my life. I really hope by coming back, that I’m not teaching you that that is okay.

I love Cherry pie but only my aunts cherry pie. No one makes it like hers. Hers is like a cherry crumble pie.

You got to try pumpkin cheesecake if you are a cheesecake fan. I use to not be but now, I like cheesecake over regular cake, pie and ice cream cake.