@Blain would do well to stop posting of himself . Many of his seeds are of self pity, seeds of woe , branches of what he has done...
here's an abused soul and generally alone. so all dependency is being placed upon the Lord. and that is truly specifically where God wants all of us, to the point we only Count on Him for everything from what car to buy to obeying His Will to being taught by the Holy Spirit the meaning of Scripture, etc.
i see, and i have no real clue who Blain is, so i want that to be established first and foremost.
I see, someone, who all their life have been put on a shelf, was mostly a second thought, and truthfully seems like people around him and his medical needs are a burden. so, he's been a literal Punching Bag.
i see, a man, who has finally got the courage to do God's Will.
but in doing so, has no real confidence because he was never encouraged before by those around him.
so it is I I I I I I I I I because he thinks it's the only way YOU will believe him.
but remove the I's and Me from his Statements, now show me, where is he actually wrong in what he presents in meaning of Scripture?