Brother Ronnie You are not alone in this, but I can help you not only be heard by the Lord but also receive an answer from the Lord! First let's look at a person in the Bible who had problems such as yourself. (Daniel 10:10-14) Now how did Daniel finally receive his answer??? Notice for 21 days, and what did Daniel do during these 21 days?? HE PRAYED THROUGH!!! I myself had a time in my life when I thought the Lord had gone to sleep on me, I really needed an answer!!
I talked to my pastor about this, and his response was, how important is his answer?? PRAY THROUGH until you receive his answer! SO!!! I fasted no food no water and told the Lord in my prayer closet I will die right here until you give me an answer!! I meant it to!! I know this may be a bit long but the Lord in me wants to explain why and what I needed. I was helping my Pastor paint his house, a woman came to my Pastor and said my daughter is badly possessed. by some kind of spirit, my Pastor knowing I was delivered myself once sent her to me.
She begged me to come to her house to help her daughter who was about 10 years of age. As I was about to answer her, Holy Spirit inside me said wait 3 days before you go! You're not ready yet. I told the dear lady that I needed to pray about this and would be there within 3 days, she was not happy nor were they believers. And I began my fast, on the second day in the evening of my fast, the Lord showed me her house and that her child had been playing with a oujah board which she hid under her bed.
He showed me that she would rise a foot off the bed and reminded me of this scripture (Matt 17:14-21!!) You see when the evil spirit did not come out right away the disciples doubted the power Jesus has given us, notice I said US!!!(Luke 10:19) Anyway I followed the Lord's instructions. I got to her house and said, you and your daughter must become believers and go to church and give your life to Jesus otherwise I would only do more harm than good (Matt 12:43-45!!)
She promised she would. She began to tell me her location, but I stopped her and said Jesus told me already, she is in the second bedroom on the left and she has be playing with a oujah board which is under her bed, after Jesus casts the bad Spirit out of her you must burn the board, she was in shock, she said I did not know of this!! Anyway, as the Lord showed me as I came to her door a heard a terrible growling, and she was about 12 inches over her bed, I said in the NAME OF JESUS COME OUT OF HER!!! The third time I said this she rested back on her back on her bed and was delivered.
The board was burned, and they attended a Baptist Church, and never had any more problems! Praise the Lord!! Brother Ronnie do not let your feeling get in the way of your faith!! I would tell you to attend a Church as well,we all need support brother! No matter how old or young in the Lord we are. AND NEVER EVER GIVE UP!!
When one seems to be in the darkest part of their life, they are so close to being set free IF!!!! they just stay thankful to our Jesus (1 Thess 5:18) and pray through!! I know the good Lord Jesus wants very much to mend you, but you must do your part, and really get serious about him! My every blessing find you brother and find you most well through our blessed Lord Jesus!!(Jude 1:20-25!!!)