What are you calling "Attacks"?
The little temptations that the devil uses will be with us while we are here.
I have heard people who have been taken to the other side and returned say that is gone when over there, only to return when they are allowed to come back to this side of the veil.
bless you
Attacks by people that the devil controls, attacks within my family by unsaved, temptation and attacks against those I care about, lack of answered prayer. I recognize where it's coming from and pray a lot but I wake up to it, endure it through the day and glad for sleep at night.
I was severely damaged by a pharmaceutical and I learned how corrupt the court system is. The first lawyers tried bullying me into accepting a pittance that wouldn't pay for the multi-thousands we paid out for medical care. My spouse had a good job but was forced to work two jobs - falling asleep at the wheel to pay for my medical care. I was forced back to work and was setting a display in pain and was in such bad shape I had to sit on the display almost passing out.
I would talk to others on a health forum who sat on there gossiping all day about spending the day at the beach or going to games while we were forced to support them on disability. I did not qualify so was forced to work. I could not understand why God seemed to provide for them but not for me. They would whine about Republicans taking their goodies - it was pretty loathsome. They were content to have others support them while lounging at the beach, playing golf, and attending ball games. They were liars. So that injustice stung.
I was prepped for surgery and the hospital refused to proceed until my spouse paid a hefty copay - in addition to paying our hefty health insurance bill. That same hospital was full of illegals getting completely free medical care. So that injustice stung. They all want their pound of flesh.
I was left in very bad bad shape. I found a new lawyer who turned out to be just as slimy. I thought he was different but he proved he was not. He and the pharmaceutical company had a backroom deal to give me a very low amount that would not reimburse us for the money we lost, not pay for the lifetime medical care I'll need, not pay us for 12 years of hell, and basically is a default death sentence. All the court cases you see are all a lie. Those they parade in front of juries are not the worst off. They simply have a pollyanish story that the lawyer can weave to convince the jury to give them a huge award. I watched it. Those who are really damaged and deserve compensation are those who suffer in silence at home - who the juries don't see or don't hear about. They languish in bed in a 12 x 12 room every day, suffering without compensation. What an education in corruption I got. That veil was ripped off. Lawyers are storytellers.
Our daughter worked at a pharmacy and had elderly unable to afford their copays for critical things such as diabetes medicine. They'd cry at her counter - then leave and go home to die. It's the "genocide" you don't hear about or read about in the news. Pharmacists call it "the donut hole."
I expected help from God and none came. I was left in excruciating pain while others walked off with high settlements who I know aren't suffering like I am. It's not like I would go buy a mansion - I never would; I live very frugally. I even fast for spiritual and health reasons and my food bill is cheaper. I actually wanted to do God's work if I got enough - now I don't have enough for medical care. There is longevity in my family so I'll run out of money. My doctor will not see me unless I pay a copay. It's murder is what it is. "Legal murder." I can't understand how God could allow evil people to prevail.
At first I refused it and the corrupt lawyers tried bullying me - I actually have a letter the pharmaceutical co. lawyers wrote so I could prove it easily and my husband witnessed it: they were threatening me until I warned them I was going to report them to the state bar and they stopped. That's completely illegal. But the Constitution is almost gone anyway.
I finally signed as the country is collapsing and I thought we'd end up with nothing. But it rips and tears at my mind to let those evil sons of Satan cheat me. I just got an email from my corrupt lawyer trying to take even more out of the pathetic amount I'm supposed to get. I actually freaked out on him I was so angry. I told him he made me want to vomit. My husband yelled at me to watch what I say but I felt like after all I've endured and dealing with this daily suffering I was going to explode if I didn't get it out. I told the lawyer he and those corrupt pharmaceutical lawyers were already under God's judgement and he'd better watch his step. The prior corrupt lawyers I had did come under God's judgement and were sued. I had prayed for judgement against them and it did come. I have every reason to believe that God's judgement will come to those corrupt lawyers - mine and the pharmaceutical companies. But I can't understand why God didn't help. I was in such emotional pain I drank several glasses of wine just to calm myself. And I don't drink. I couldn't sleep - I felt like I was going to crack - like the ground was moving from beneath me and everything I had believed about God was a lie.
I used to talk to a cop whose son was molested by their priests. They filed a lawsuit and the Catholic church (likely the antichrist or whore) had the lawsuit thrown out. That day the boy took an overdose and killed himself.
Where was God?
The bereaved father now spends his days picketing the church. The priests who ruined his son's life were given cushy retirements.
Where is God???
Now I'm dealing with corrupt sons of Satan who are basically handing me a death sentence. It's very hard to suffer physically but it's even harder when you're suffering physically without compensation. It's with me when I awake, through the day, and when I fall asleep at night.
Everything I had believed has been called into question. I know my faith isn't what it should be right now and I'm trying very hard to become the person God wants me to be. I just don't understand Him. My husband has been worked into the ground and I feel sorry for him having a damaged wife now. I see how my suffering hurts him. I see how it's aged him - and me. And the sons of the devil laugh all the way to the bank...
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