The ones whom the Lord loves today and forever, though they may still sin today, are they who do eventually repent and overcome their sins. They who do not overcome their carnal sins in effect choose the flesh over the Spirit, and are therefore not pleasing to God, nor can they be (Romans 8:7-8).
Romans 8:7 Because the carnal mind is enmity against God: for it is not subject to the law of God, neither indeed can be. 8 So then they that are in the flesh cannot please God.
You know there are certain sins I am very weak to and for years I tried so hard to overcome them I begged God to help me I prayed for strength and freedom from them but it never came and couldn't understand why I was bombarded with inner pain and guilt so much so that my heart constantly felt like a dagger was pericing it and twisting the blade I am far to easily wounded by my own self beatings and trust me I beat myself a lot I am very prone to attack myself if I sin I don't know the meaning of grace I will relentlessly attack myself I will make sure I feel the pain and will bleed out if I have to trust me my sins are not off my radar if anything I am far to harsh on myself for them
But I want to give life to others I want to strengthen and encourage other I want people to know the love and life I have come to know in him the warmpth of his embrace of freedom from the cold of ourselves and of the world but the enemy has been relentless this year in attacking me and if it wasn't for lafftur I would have destroyed myself I would have attacked myself for my failings and my sins and everything I am not yet everything I treasure and value that is him because trust me I am all to aware of my sins and my weakness of everything I am lacking in him in everything I wish I could be of everything he is and that I am not but just as father turns everything bad into our good he uses everything that is good for our bad.
If it wasn't for lafftur I would have never understood tthe power of his blood the depth of love and the intensity of his grace, I was imprisoned withing chains and locks of my own doing because I didn't understand this you cannot imagine the pain inside that I went through if there was hell on earth if there was a true fear I ever had it was that I wasn't good enough that my weakness to temptation was my undoing that I could never hold him in my arms and our hearts would finally be together as one. But Laffture kept encouraging me she kept being there for me and because of this God used her to show me the true nature of a child of God with the beloved and loving father and the what Jesus truly did.
Out of everything I said you picked apart and tried to make it about sin and overcoming sin when all I did was express how much he means to me but what fills me with rage is what you could and may even do to others from your clear miss of the entire point of the post, do you know how many believers struggle with sin and constantly pray for mercy? Do you have any idea how many damaged souls there are who don't have the support I had? Do you have any clue how many struggle with fear of their sins with fear of their very being and salvation? how many try so hard to be what they are told to be and yet no matter how much they try they cannot make the cut?
I found healing and I found rest because I finall;;y accepted I am more than good enough to him he sees us as we are not as we were or what we are supposed to be and honestly how dare you use scripture to make it say what you want it to say scripture the holy word of God it is sacred holy righteous and abundant with love light and power it is not a toy for you to use for own personal reasons and you cannot damage me because I had someone to help me learn this lesson but if you are to be on a forum then you cannot underestimate the power words have and if you damage even one heart who is suffering from all this doctrine of sin I assure you I will not hold back it takes a lot for me to get angry and normally I don't trust myself with anger but just know for the protection of others there is a monster inside me that even I am scared of