Just to make that clear first, the message to the snarkies is my forum signature and isn't directed to you, it's just my sig so it's under my every post.[/Quote}
Your signature is rather unwelcoming, because it is unclear whom it is aimed at. Notice I immediately found two points in my discussion that I thought it was aimed at.
Even though faith is a means of acquiring information, science and faith will never be one, so reading that first post I already felt sorry about you wasting so much of your precious energy and time. Science deals in empirical, quantitative things that are perceptible and reside within observable reality. Faith deals in qualitative things (like love), absolutes and beyond the realm of 5 senses. You can't measure or empirically observe any of that. So it's like apples and oranges.
Religion deals with both. Christian Chat deals with both.
Nobody can explain a koan in words. What I noticed is that your general approach to these matters overall is extremely cerebral and with a logical mind. So reading your post, I perceived that you do not speak like a zen master or even a student. That's all. You're trying to grapple these things with your brain because you think your brain must be smarter than this ole religious thing. But good luck employing that approach with a Zen koan (or the Bible), you will just exhaust yourself but never be enlightened.
I have been classifying myself as a scientist. Combining that with some equivalent of zen mastery is an appealing idea that has already occurred to me. Such mastery takes practice. Other than direct science what I have been doing is some type of practice.
What you described in your initial post is amalgamation of different belief systems into one, and this is called religious syncretism. As you must be aware, this is nothing new under the sun. I also noticed how you seem to assert that you know math better than all Christians and have scientific authority, you speak as if there were never Christians who were scientists or mathematicians.
I am quite aware of religious syncretism since it is ubiquitous in my study of religion. My assertion about being better at math has nothing specifically to do with Christians. To the best of my knowledge, I know the math specific to the mathematical reduction of reality better than everybody else in the world. There may be someone else out there who is better, but I doubt it, because they are too likely to have come to my notice. There are just too many important scientific problems that I have tentatively solved without seeing other people being near solving them. Being an autodidact I am not blocked by the standard dogmas. Being in the realm beyond the standard dogmas is also why I am unpublished. I am overwhelmed by the problem of moving many tentative solutions to formally solved ones. At UC-Berkeley this has been called the "orthogonality" problem. My specialty is "orthogonal" to how academics normally define specialties.