it's no accident you are a guy, there's purpose in that. I used to want to act like a guy for years. I'm just being honest right now. But no, that's not how God made me. They way He made us is how He intended, for a complete higher reason than we can even imagine. He created us this way and He's got a plan. The question is are we gonna fight against Him and live a life that we were never designed to live or are we gonna see and watch what He can do and what He intends to do in our lives. And from my personal experience He has a much bigger and better plan than I even could imagine