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You are in a sad state of mind, if you do not believe that God does not deliver us here on earth when we repent. Repentance is not to gain entrance into heaven, but to gain back our fellowship with God. Eternal salvation by works of man is a false doctrine, and that is what you are upholding, no matter how you disguise it by misinterpreting the scriptures.
Repentance is not a work not something you can boast of, it is somethign which happens. When you change your mind, you stop trying to be your own God, and admit that everything the bible says about you is true, abd everything the bible says about Jesus and what he did on the cross is true
if you do not come to this state of mind, You will NEVER come to faith, and thus you will NEVER be saved, you will remain in unbelief and as jesus said He who does not believe is condemned already..
I am not talking abotu a salvation by works. It is not My work that I have faith, it is Gods work that I HAVE FAITH (john 6) God brings me to repentence if I allow him, and God brings me to faith if I sit and listen and do not hide the truth in unbelief.
Maybe you need to discover the meanings of some words. One might be what a work is. I would start in eph 2: 8 - 9 and also read Romans 4 the first few verses, they explain the defenition of what a work is (something you can boast or take credit ora wage you earn by something you do)