You'd be surprised to know, I take full responsibility. Thank you for your words of encouragement to take action. The Lord has spoken in times past of me doubting the gifts He has given me. Thank you for the reminder.
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You'd be surprised to know, I take full responsibility. Thank you for your words of encouragement to take action. The Lord has spoken in times past of me doubting the gifts He has given me. Thank you for the reminder.
I was diagnosed with heart disease and told I needed bypass surgery 4.5 years ago. I started going to a charismatic/Kenneth E Hagin-like church a few months after my diagnosis. They believe strongly in laying hands on people and healing.
I went up for healing...believed that I received it...testified to being healed for years...got into leadership...and even left my job to be on staff. A few months ago I started having chest pains, after a series of doctor visits and another angiogram my heart has gotten worse.
I'm fighting to believe all that I've learned...but I'm definitely doubting divine healing...what I REALLY don't like...is it's causing me to doubt almost everything I hear or read. I find myself rolling my eyes at testimonies or people encouraging others with scripture or sayings. Any time I hear a charismatic preacher on tv or YouTube I question what they say. I feel like I'm losing my faith in God. He has to be real.
I really need someone who knows their charismatic apologetics. Please don't waste my time or yours if all you have to chime in with is a bible verse with a short saying attached to it like "John 10:10 the enemy is just trying to kill you"
I need something way solid and explained in detail. Please. Thank you so much!
I Just walked through a health crisis. I woke up a few months ago with what I thought was a stiff neck, went to use the rest room and then found myself on the floor and had went into shock immediately with one of the most intense pains in my life.
4 hours later Chiropractor[also born gain and spirit filled] confirmed I had herniated the C6 disk in my neck. The disk had also rotated 180 degrees and wrapped the nerves and muscles on the left side of my shoulder, arm, hand and neck around itself. I could only place my left hand on my head to relieve the intense pain, that reaction is called the Bakody sign.
The MRI justified immediate and necessary neck surgery, but we could not get peace from the Lord on that option and instead trusted him. Our fellow christian brother chiropractor said something powerful, he said we will both stand on the Word for your healing and I will due my part as your Dr. and you do your part by trusting in the Lord with all your heart.
My pastor and elders all laid hands on me and prayed the prayer of healing, which I received. My healing was not instant and in fact I am still not 100%, but getting stronger every day. At around the 5th week, the Bakody sign stopped, but I could not use my left hand or arm and the pain was causing severe fatigue.
At around the 7th week I could not use my left arm and hand very, it had severe numbness running through it. The pain was the worst I had experienced with this wound. I remember laying in bed , meditating and confessing on all the healing scriptures and worshiping God and counting the trial all joy. God spoke to me in my Spirit and told me that my faith was evident and it pleased him, but I did not have to continually remind him of his word.
He asked me do you believe that my Spirit can heal you of your wounds & restore your health. I said YES Lord, He said Son, I want to remind you that faith is not reminding me of my word,always confessing my word, faith is simply resting in the fact I will do what I say I will....Weeping joyfully I said, Father....I now rest in you and your word....That very second, I encountered a peace I had not encountered ever in this type of situation, a Peace that kept sweeping over my body in warm waves.It continued, almost like it was rocking me to sleep. Before this happened it was difficult for me to sleep at all and what little I got was interrupted because my body was warring so badly with itself. I remember drifting to sleep as the peace kept waving
over me and it was about 10am. My wife woke me up at noon the next day and said I never moved once and she was crying tears of Joy. Without thinking my left arm and hand were working and the numbness was not as bad. I got to my doctor and while he was checking me out he looked at me with tears in his eyes and big smile and said, you had a visitor last night huh?
My left arm and hand were radically working and the disk was not protruding from the back of my neck and was in place. Another xray showed the herniation was going down.
I started work again last week, after being out of work for several months. I had STD insurance, which paid a lot lower than my salary, but every financial need was met. We never named and claimed anything for my health or our finances, we simply entered into rest based on belief.
Faith is not loud and proud, naming and claiming, confessing a blessing.
Faith is resting in the belief that what is unseen is already at work on your behalf. It is resting in the fact that Jesus paid it all.
I was not radically instantly healed, I walked through a fiery trial and when you count it all joy, you begin to understand what a blessing it is that God allowed you to be like Job. To be considered worthy of all that Satan thinks he can throw at you, while the Father already knows that your faith will see you through.
I say this to those here on his chat board that claim God does not use sickness, injury, or physical trauma to refine your character:
You cannot truly move in compassion to help correct a broken condition a person faces in a health crisis, unless you have been there and done it.
God uses doctors, medicine and many other practical things as gifts of healing, he also can and will heal instantly[I have witnessed it on others]
The greatest Lesson I learned was that most times with a health crisis, God is using it to refine your character or prove to Satan that though he slay me I will trust him and I will not be shaken or moved by the physical.....because my trust is based on nothing less than Jesus Christ and his righteousness!
Somebody on this thread asked me about this topic and I hope this helped you... I give it all back to the Father.
Jesus Christ's life and ministry disagree with you.
The Lord has nothing to prove to satan though. VVhy would the Lord even entertain the devil? The promises of God are "Yes" and "Amen" in Christ, to this the devil has no jurisdiction because we are in Christ Jesus. VVe are in a covenant with the Lord.
I do like the part of your testimony of the Lord saying He doesn't need you to remind Him of His word, He just wants you to simply believe that He will do as He says.
But Jesus had come to reveal the Father working through Him so that some would believe. He healed instantly in most cases, except when He wished to teach something. NO ONE does that today,
The Apostles continued that work to begin with. But the miracles gradually tailed off.
But you only have to read on and you will find that slowly the miraculous dropped off even more. It was no longer so emphatic.
so Paul had to tell Timothy to heal his stomach by taking wine, and he was uncertain about Epaphroditus.
The early confidence had gone.
You should read my other post on this thread if you haven't.
http://christianchat.com/bible-disc...atic-losing-faith-healing-12.html#post2762193
Also, there are many ministries that witness healing on the daily.
An old wise preacher once told me that if I am not walking in any form of adversity in my walk with the Lord, I might want to double check the hand I am holding, because it might not be the hand of Jesus.....
Is it any wonder that those that believe in signs, wonders, and healing experience such things and those of the camp of Cessationism do not? Jesus Himself said ye of little faith to people for their doubt. The fact that people don't experience such things confirms the word in reference to the importance of belief, faith, hope, and expectation. For a person to disregard such things, may God have mercy and open their eyes to His goodness.
It is ironic that those who profess such things do not exist, or are not for today, are the very ones not experiencing it.
They do not see it, but it is for that very reason of disbelief that they do not experience it. They think first they must see it, then they will believe but God asks us to step out in faith and then see His mighty works.
They say God doesn't bless us financially, all the while they do not tithe. They say God doesn't heal, all the while not laying hands on the sick in faith because they do not even believe in it. They hope, but have no faith in God's willingness to heal based upon Christ. You see, this is why belief is paramount to our walk and why it pleases God for us to have faith. This is why people need to take God at His word, and see that He is not a liar. He is indeed faithful.
Jesus Christ's life and ministry disagree with you.
Is it any wonder that those that believe in signs, wonders, and healing experience such things and those of the camp of Cessationism do not? Jesus Himself said ye of little faith to people for their doubt. The fact that people don't experience such things confirms the word in reference to the importance of belief, faith, hope, and expectation. For a person to disregard such things, may God have mercy and open their eyes to His goodness.
It is ironic that those who profess such things do not exist, or are not for today, are the very ones not experiencing it. They do not see it, but it is for that very reason of disbelief that they do not experience it. They think first they must see it, then they will believe but God asks us to step out in faith and then see His mighty works.
They say God doesn't bless us financially, all the while they do not tithe. They say God doesn't heal, all the while not laying hands on the sick in faith because they do not even believe in it. They hope, but have no faith in God's willingness to heal based upon Christ. You see, this is why belief is paramount to our walk and why it pleases God for us to have faith. This is why people need to take God at His word, and see that He is not a liar. He is indeed faithful.
Ben,
I believe in and have witnessed sings, wonders and miracles. I believe in the gifts and the 5 fold ministry.
I do not believe we are untouchable as you and your communicated knowledge promote.
Have you ever walked through personal health Crisis? You come across as having vast amounts of Bible communicated knowledge with no real practice to your preach.
I received financial blessing through my health Crisis and my income was castrated to only 40% of what I was making. I gave out of the abundance of what I had and it was not close to what you would describe as a 10% tithe or even a Tithe. I gave what God told me to give and according to the means I had.
Now according to you I should be cursed and not blessed, but guess what? I reaped huge favor and blessings out of giving through a cheerful heart and it was not even 10% of what I was given or 10% of my wife's pay.....Please explain this away for me.
VVhen did I ever insinuate that you should be cursed and not blessed? Are you reading my posts? lol
Give and you shall receive, it doesn't mention a percent here. Yes, there is a tithe, but one's giving and the reciprocity from such giving is not dependent upon the percent given. There is a verse in proverbs that speaks of giving to the poor is like lending to the Lord and He shall repay you. Now, scripture is clear about sowing bountifully and sparingly, that we cannot ignore. I am not sure what you thought you read in my post, but it most definitely was not to say you should be cursed.
Ben,
I believe in and have witnessed sings, wonders and miracles. I believe in the gifts and the 5 fold ministry.
I do not believe we are untouchable as you and your communicated knowledge promote.
Have you ever walked through personal health Crisis? You come across as having vast amounts of Bible communicated knowledge with no real practice to your preach.
I received financial blessing through my health Crisis and my income was castrated to only 40% of what I was making. I gave out of the abundance of what I had and it was not close to what you would describe as a 10% tithe or even a Tithe. I gave what God told me to give and according to the means I had.
Now according to you I should be cursed and not blessed, but guess what? I reaped huge favor and blessings out of giving through a cheerful heart and it was not even 10% of what I was given or 10% of my wife's pay.....Please explain this away for me.
I lost my mother to Cancer. And the hospital e worker told me what the enemy meant for evil God will use for good. And I believed her. I gave up my extremely worldly ways. And watched God turn it all for good. And I have been blessed to see that cursed disease leave people's bodies after prayer. Among many others. Truly what the enemy meant for my evil God has turned for His Good and I'm just getting started. Glory to His Name THE Author of Life!!!! The Knowledge of His glory WILL cover this Earth! And the Spirit of God is being poured out on ALL flesh. AND THIS Gospel Of THE Kingdom will be preached to the ends of the Earth. Bless you and may God continually work good news in your life that you will be an encounter of His Love. Eph 3:17-21.