The Spirit gives life; the flesh counts for nothing. Blue, you love Him, God judges the heart, for out of the overflow of the heart, the mouth speaks. I think you may be being too hard on yourself. You are doing what you can, are you not?
Yes, I am doing what I'm able to. It just doesn't feel like it's good enough though. There MUST be more I can do other than posting bible verses and praying for others and sharing my stories..