Thank you all for not judging me.
It's not that I just burst out to one sentence, it's been going on all day but I chose to let it go and chill until she got to God. It wasnt undeserved, and sometimes I am really confused how to handle things, when I dont tell people to stop then they abuse me and act worse and worse, it's been happening before on previous workplaces, I always ended up as an object of abuse of most if not all workers, and that is not right either. When you keep peaceful people just get REALLY NASTY. I was trying to draw my boundaries what I will and will not allow, I didnt cuss or anything. I did get very angry and raise my voice though.
So confused. Like I cant do right in this regard matter what I do. I am an antitalent for handling people.
Pray that God will guide me.