Streams of Consciousness & Thoughts~~~

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Also...I really hate these nights where I'm all like, "I'm lonely, I wish I had a boyfriend, blah blah blah...."

It's. Stupid.
 
Today is Friday and there is no reason to cheer. I work on all Saturdays except the second one of every month. It is very stressful because I don't have a Sunday to sleep in either. Every Sunday I am expected to be in church at 9:00 am. I must be happy to go to church, but when I am physically, mentally and emotionally exhausted I just don't feel like sitting through a 3 1/2 hour service on a Sunday morning. Plus I don't connect with the church on an intellectual level. The people are nice and loving, but that's not enough to make me feel connected. There is hardly any intellectual benefit that I get from this church. They have a lot of doctrines and teachings, but only a few follow them with conviction. The rest follow it as a ritual or a tradition.

Given my situation, I would like to go to church for an hour of worship in the evening. Good music, lovely songs and the presence of the Spirit of God. Maybe a short message for a few minutes would be nice. Not a 3 1/2 service where only 1 hour is for worship and 1 1/2 hours is for the sermon.
 
I'd like to have kids..... how long until I get a girl that will be a good girlfriend... Why have I been single for 5 years.... I feel like all women in my area are shallow and dont want me cause im fat... how long until i lose enough weight... Are all the people in my town evil.... Why do I always meet drug addicts that try to steal from me... I hope I can start making money so I don't have to wear old clothes with holes in them.....
 
One thing I know is that whatsoever God made or created's good (Genesis 1 vs 1-31). You're perfect in the sight of God...you're not ugly because you're fat, NO! You're the image of the Almighty God and God himself is happy the way you're:) May you just wait upon the Lord, meaning spending some time in prayer before the Lord so that he gives you your perfect life partner. Nothing's impossible with God, he shall surely give you the desire of your heart (Psalm 37:4). Think of Abraham and Sarah, they waited for so long and they never lost faith that God was going to provide for them a son! Don't lose heart my bro God's with you, and may you just keep your trust in him....he shall surely surprise you! Bless you:)
 
Found out my ex-boyfriend (who works at for my company) is dating a co-worker. I hope I never meet her. Especially since I know how he treated me, awkward situation.

In other news, I may have a date soon. Met a Christian male online.

one closed door, many open windows... :)
 
In 10 days my family and I are flying out west for the first time. I'm so happy to be going on vacation. I need new scenery. Latley I've been wanting to change things, move out of Pennsylvania. Right now that's not realistic for us. I'd miss my family and friends but i'd love to go somewhere with big mountains like Montana.
 
Do I even have the right to be sad or feel betrayed, or hurt when an un-saved person lies to me? I must look at their heart and remember that they don't know Christ.

Pray for me that I can have the Joy of the Lord. I'm feeling a little sad lately, about things I should not be focusing on.
 
Do I even have the right to be sad or feel betrayed, or hurt when an un-saved person lies to me? I must look at their heart and remember that they don't know Christ.

Pray for me that I can have the Joy of the Lord. I'm feeling a little sad lately, about things I should not be focusing on.

Of course you have the right to feel hurt. Saved or unsaved when someone betray's us it hurts. Will pray for you Ronnie.
 
Do I even have the right to be sad or feel betrayed, or hurt when an un-saved person lies to me? I must look at their heart and remember that they don't know Christ.

Pray for me that I can have the Joy of the Lord. I'm feeling a little sad lately, about things I should not be focusing on.

Of course Ronnie, it's natural to feel hurt when someone lies to you, whether they're saved or not. Praying for you. <3
 
It seems I still have trust issues. I am trying hard to trust God in my relationship and not worry or stress over things but it is hard. I have been used and abused to often to naturally trust a guy even tho he has done nothing to deserve my lack of trust. Ugh I am still a work in progress! lol
 
Watching the price is right and quite terrified at some of the ladies on there. Poor Drew.
 
can't remember if I've posted the last big project of mine... sooooo here is last weeks wedding cake and grooms cake

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