Also, I'm REALLY hungry now. I didn't eat much yesterday, I was too stressed. So I better get something decent food to eat.
Also, I'm REALLY hungry now. I didn't eat much yesterday, I was too stressed. So I better get something decent food to eat.
Yes please do, Lil!Also, I'm REALLY hungry now. I didn't eat much yesterday, I was too stressed. So I better get something decent food to eat.
What do you think a decent meal would be? Lots of people define decent differently. I hope it's not a lean pocket or something like that.
It has been a blast here you all, am leaving, and all is okay, just seeing you all as well thanking God for that, my time is up, love you all and just don't give up please
i can SO relate to this. most people know me when as super-happy, bubbly, and always "on". which for the most part, i usually am.I'm feeling really sad today, not sure why. I'm a very easy going person, happy most days, sometimes I think people don't understand that I can feel down too. In the past I've had people act surprised if I say, not feeling so happy today. I know it's good that I'm usually happy, but I guess I don't understand why some feel that optimistic people can't feel sadness. I'm human, something kind of lame happened and I was hoping the person I shared something with last night would've shown more expression or emotion. I know that's not how they are and I guess it's not fair for me to expect them to be that way.
So my dog Mocha might have had a stroke. They saw some new things today while they were examining him, and they were like, "Wait a minute...maybe this isn't a herniated disc or a spinal tumor..." and they're going to get a neuro consult and confirm that yes, he did have a stroke.
If he did, the next thing to do is get physical therapy for him.
Packing progress has slowed to a halt. The initial excitement at the prospect of living in a house I've always loved (this place is seriously cool- it has a loft with a ladder and every stuff) has been tempered by the very daunting task of packaging the ridiculous amount of breakable stuff I own and lugging boxes and furniture down the stairs.
Though, it's bound to be better than lugging them UP. Which was the most exercise I'd ever gotten in one day.
I'm just really tired of moving.
But...loft! And yard! I CAN PLANT STUFF!
Ok, back to work.
Last night I had a dream in which I got to go out to lunch with Grace-Like-Rain and gypsygirl. We went to an artisan pizzeria and may have stuffed our faces way to much ^_^ we had some super spicy appetizers before the pizza came out and had a contest as to who could withstand the heat the best. GLR kept trying to sabotage Gypsygirl by secretly pouring extra hot sauce on her plate when she wasn't looking.![]()
Last night I had a dream in which I got to go out to lunch with Grace-Like-Rain and gypsygirl. We went to an artisan pizzeria and may have stuffed our faces way to much ^_^ we had some super spicy appetizers before the pizza came out and had a contest as to who could withstand the heat the best. GLR kept trying to sabotage Gypsygirl by secretly pouring extra hot sauce on her plate when she wasn't looking.![]()
Other news: seeing my neurologist in an hour. I want to apply for a disability status at college, because I am effected buy meds/condition, but it all depends on severity and that's subjective. My neuro is a cranky old man, I don't know if he will say that I am severe enough. It all fills me with anxiety, this is why I didn't apply for that status before, cus I didn't know if someone will say that I don't need it. I'm not 100% sure either, like do I just need to try harder? Suck it up, and don't ask for help? My biggest fear is that someone will look at me and be like 'ha! You're fine. Suck it up already, you baby!' Like there are people worser off than me, and they struggle through. I don't want to take the wimps way out. That I am saying 'oh pity me! My life is so much worse', when there are people worse off that can do without the status or help.
Last night I had a dream in which I got to go out to lunch with Grace-Like-Rain and gypsygirl. We went to an artisan pizzeria and may have stuffed our faces way to much ^_^ we had some super spicy appetizers before the pizza came out and had a contest as to who could withstand the heat the best. GLR kept trying to sabotage Gypsygirl by secretly pouring extra hot sauce on her plate when she wasn't looking.![]()
one of these days i'm going to have a talk with her about the evils of being overly competitive. ; p
Hahahaa I LOVE THIS! Did I win?![]()
AS IF!!!!!!!