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You know what's dumb? Having to get up and leave your house to go to the grocery store. Having to go out and purchase like, food and stuff...totally ridiculous.
In other news....
Ever find yourself in the middle of a situation that you never, not in a million years, could have seen coming, would never have even imagined until it actually happened, only to find out that it's sort of really something that you've been missing your entire life without ever knowing that's what you were missing? Like you just kind of fall into it, because it's so easy, so natural, so good? And you wonder sometimes what your life was like before, like looking back at your past through this foggy window or something...and yeah, maybe you can use your sleeve or whatever to wipe a spot clear and you get that little glimpse of what things used to look like for you...which only makes you more grateful, more appreciative, of where you are now?
And you can't even really describe it or explain it, it's just this amazing thing, just this constant glow inside of you, in your heart, this bright, colorful patch surrounded by drab grays and muddy browns and while you still slog through all the other junk, you don't even really mind because with every dragging step, with each move you make, you're heading towards this...this light, this refreshing and wonderful bit of perfection....and you know when you get there, when you get to it, all of the colors, all of the shining light, will just surround you and will be yours to keep forever, and while maybe there will occasionally be more of the darkness ahead once in a while, or more bleak surroundings, a little more trudging through sometimes...
It doesn't matter because you know that the vivid colors will never fade. You know that you never have to turn around and go back to living in black and white. You know, in your heart, that this, this glittering jewel in your life, is for you, and you never have to let it go.
...does that sound as insane as I think it does?
In other news....
Ever find yourself in the middle of a situation that you never, not in a million years, could have seen coming, would never have even imagined until it actually happened, only to find out that it's sort of really something that you've been missing your entire life without ever knowing that's what you were missing? Like you just kind of fall into it, because it's so easy, so natural, so good? And you wonder sometimes what your life was like before, like looking back at your past through this foggy window or something...and yeah, maybe you can use your sleeve or whatever to wipe a spot clear and you get that little glimpse of what things used to look like for you...which only makes you more grateful, more appreciative, of where you are now?
And you can't even really describe it or explain it, it's just this amazing thing, just this constant glow inside of you, in your heart, this bright, colorful patch surrounded by drab grays and muddy browns and while you still slog through all the other junk, you don't even really mind because with every dragging step, with each move you make, you're heading towards this...this light, this refreshing and wonderful bit of perfection....and you know when you get there, when you get to it, all of the colors, all of the shining light, will just surround you and will be yours to keep forever, and while maybe there will occasionally be more of the darkness ahead once in a while, or more bleak surroundings, a little more trudging through sometimes...
It doesn't matter because you know that the vivid colors will never fade. You know that you never have to turn around and go back to living in black and white. You know, in your heart, that this, this glittering jewel in your life, is for you, and you never have to let it go.
...does that sound as insane as I think it does?
