Streams of Consciousness & Thoughts~~~

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I was totally joking. We celebrate nothing but God in my home.

Absolutely great, and am elated, yet are we not in a war of flesh and Spirit of God to this very day?

 

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Why can't I be a bubbleheaded shallow woman who can stick her head in the sand, pretending to unsee/unhear/unknow things, who doesn't care a thing about trust/love/commitment/faith/honest communication? Seems like the world would be far less painful that way. Reality bites.

 

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Okay, so I got chewed out because I can't read minds, I'm not psychic, and I don't know about secret family rules I'm supposed to follow.


Aaaahhhhhhh!


I wanted to lay out a logical argument about how I shouldn't be blamed for not knowing "the rules", but I realized it was pointless. This is how it's always been in my family, and that's not going to change. I've tried talking about how we need to discuss things, be open about how we feel in a situation, and by the looks I get you'd think I grown a second head! Am I out of line to expect some sort ofconsistency? The kicker is that everyone thinks things are just peachy. Everything's great. No problems here. Keep moving.


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When a football is kicked and where it lands is marked.
If you take that same football, kick it in the exact same way with the exact same wind velocity
Will it land in the same place? And if not why? And why can't it land in the same place using all the same kick and atmosphere being exact as was when kicked the first time?

 

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I hate Facebook. I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really reallyreally really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really reallyreally really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really reallyreally really really really really really really really really really really really really really really 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Why can't I be a bubbleheaded shallow woman who can stick her head in the sand, pretending to unsee/unhear/unknow things, who doesn't care a thing about trust/love/commitment/faith/honest communication? Seems like the world would be far less painful that way. Reality bites.

I've often wondered the same thing. Then I remember P!nk's "Stupid Girl."

 

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Life is super difficult when someone keeps changing the rules and expectations, and then yells at you because you didn't just "know".

But, I think I'll just spend half the day outside in the snow, putting up Christmas lights, and in between grumbling about it, maybe God would like to hear from me.

Because I was avoiding Him...and I told Him I'd stop it, but I haven't. Not really.

In other news, I reeeeeally hate the way certain foods smell when they're frying. *gag*

You are in the process of learning truth over error, and will be able to rise above these situations with a humbleness to not waste energy on what others think and or what you think others think. God is teaching you this, listen deeply

 

[Jullianna]

I've often wondered the same thing. Then I remember P!nk's "Stupid Girl."

We should start a club and hire some bimbos to teach us how to be vain, selfish, unfeeling and stupid. :/

 

[homwardbound]

Why can't I be a bubbleheaded shallow woman who can stick her head in the sand, pretending to unsee/unhear/unknow things, who doesn't care a thing about trust/love/commitment/faith/honest communication? Seems like the world would be far less painful that way. Reality bites.

So maybe ask God what God means as to be wise as a serpent and harmless as a dove, so that when reality comes to take a bite through this present darkness doesn't harm you as Paul when bit by a poisonous snake was not harmed
For no weapon fromed against God's children shall never prosper only appear that way, and one's reaction is to trust in the midst of and be safe.
Or doubt and be swallowed up, only temporarily though since God is Faithful to see us through if we believe God to do this then it is.

 

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I hate Facebook. I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really reallyreally really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really reallyreally really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really reallyreally really really really really really really really really really really really really really really 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Feel better now?

 

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We should start a club and hire some bimbos to teach us how to be vain, selfish, unfeeling and stupid. :/

Sometimes not bad to appear this way, much can be found out from it
Why did the person stare at the orange juice container?
It said "Concentrate"

 

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I hate Facebook. I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really reallyreally really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really reallyreally really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really reallyreally really really really really really really really really really really really really really really 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really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really reallyreally really really really really really really do.

Take a break off of it? It's been about a month since I disabled it, don't miss it all. Ignorance is bliss, come over to the ignorant side XD

 

[didymos]

Really?

 

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Hahaha Toronto's version of 'extreme cold alert' is -17 Celsius. Where I am at, that's average. Extreme cold here is -35 Celsius. Torontonians are pansies. That's right Discyple, you heard me. Wimpy Torontonians complaining that it's below freezing, causing their overpriced coffees to cool off quicker than usual.

 

[Ugly]

Why can't I be a bubbleheaded shallow woman who can stick her head in the sand, pretending to unsee/unhear/unknow things, who doesn't care a thing about trust/love/commitment/faith/honest communication? Seems like the world would be far less painful that way. Reality bites.

Even as a guy i feel that way. Well, minus the woman part. But yeah, i am too aware, too observant of myself, and sometimes others even. There are days i'm thankful for it, but some days i just want to be as clueless and self absorbed as others.

 

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I'm taking a day or two, maybe more, away from coffee. I feel like it might be affecting my stomach and my eating habits. So this morning, no coffee...I feel awful right now. But I think once get past today I'll be fine.

 

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At work, found out that this new girl is working 8-8pm on Christmas, but I am scheduled to work 8-3pm, and only one staff is needed that day. So either she is temporarily given that shift if I can't come back to work at the house, or my shift has been given away. Which I will be livid about if that's the case. That's good money, I was scheduled before my injury. I hope to God that they are not giving away my shifts. I would be so pissed off.

 

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Math makes me want to nap, even if I've only been up for 3 hours.

I woke up not feeling very well. My stomach hurt, so I decided to sleep for another hour. It helped a lot, but I still feel slightly groggy and drowsy. I guess that's what I get for "partying" too hard. Elf was intense, man.

(Partying as in eating way too much sugary stuff. And almost eating too much in general. )

 

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Back in Utah. And I've had bad moments where everything comes back to me, or I can't go visit someone I really want to see. And there are good me tis when the people I'm with make me forget everything that's bothering me.

 

[Ugly]

I hate Facebook. I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really reallyreally really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really reallyreally really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really reallyreally really really really really really really really really really really really really really really 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Come on. Don't hold back. Tells us how you really feel. This is a safe place. We're your friends. Its ok to share.

 

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I'm goin to the movies! And I'm going to put make up on!



I'm a sinner, I know.