This is very much me right now.
Lately I haven't slept well unless I'm so tired I can't even think. Because right now in my life, the words "Calm" or any other word related to it has been erased from my life and my vocabulary. I don't have time for that. I have things to do. I feel like even sleep is getting in the way of what I need to do, but if I don't sleep, I won't have the capacity to do what I need to do...
Right now, God is my anchor and is helping me stay somewhat balanced in this crazy world. And may He stay my anchor and my glue to hold me together. Can't lie I need Your mercy right now, God.