I have a vaporizer and lavender and peppermint oils.![]()
Perfect, milady, and, also, for women, evening primrose is a great herb, I've heard. Read up on it and the Lord leadsI have a vaporizer and lavender and peppermint oils.![]()
Hmm...now I think yer' just trying to be a lil_showoff. lolz
It's one of those moments where you are left wondering if ''is it just me? or does everyone else feel this way?''. How many doubts, regrets, fears, dreams, passions, desires, can someone have in their lives? Are they the driving force of a person's life? Should they? When I was younger I lamented having strong feelings, I wished I didn't care about so many things around me so that I could prevent disappointment. As I came to know Christ, that wish went away.
But somedays, just somedays......I find it lingering on the back of my mind or on a corner inside of my heart. The wish of being completely carefree, not worried about ideals, not feeling too strong about anything. But then my good reasoning comes to save the day and I slowly start battling that wish. God placed some of the desires in my heart for a reason...but why did God make me awkward? or maybe I made myself awkward? why do I overthink everything? why do I ask so many questions? lol stupid stupid brain...and heart! you are also stupid so many times.
I hate when I see one of my posts from the previous day and find that I didn't misspell a word, I just used the wrong one entirely. Obviously I can't go and edit it, at that point. But I also don't want to do a whole new post just to correct my mistake, because then it's just drawing attention to a mistake that might've gone unnoticed...at least by some...
Hmm. Best solution here is to just keep being weird, people will think I made those mistakes on purpose.
I got this.
My son had his allergy testing yesterday. He had to have 60 needles stuck under his skin for the the test. He has very bad asthma and very bad allergies, He is on 7 different medications just to control (and i say that loosely because it is rather out of control) his asthma and allergies. The doctors could not figure out what was causing his severe reactions (asthma attacks, eyes swelling shut, hives etc.. etc..) So i was referred to this top asthma and allergist to figure it out. My appointment was yesterday
I went in there expecting to find out he was allergic to maybe 4 or 5 things, but i was totally unprepared for this.
I think you're practically perfection. I don't know you and I am writing from phone but I believe God bestows some of His Divine "knowledge" on a select some. Only the "some" can handle it and not others. Knowing what you know and feeling what you feel,can you even imagine how God agonizes over us so?
I am not chosen. Sometimes I feel a totality of nothing. At my own father's funeral when there was this one sobbing and that one remembering, I sat like a stone and remembered nothing and didn't cry and felt guilty instead.
The desires, disapppointments, love, awkwardness, and strong feelings you gave no name are divine. A Godly touch! You think no one hears when everyonr hears.
I'm sure this sounds stupid - I'm not at PC but was led to say this thing.
My son had his allergy testing yesterday. He had to have 60 needles stuck under his skin for the the test. He has very bad asthma and very bad allergies, He is on 7 different medications just to control (and i say that loosely because it is rather out of control) his asthma and allergies. The doctors could not figure out what was causing his severe reactions (asthma attacks, eyes swelling shut, hives etc.. etc..) So i was referred to this top asthma and allergist to figure it out. My appointment was yesterday
I went in there expecting to find out he was allergic to maybe 4 or 5 things, but i was totally unprepared for this.
He was tested for the full environmental panel. It includes any and every possible thing indoors and outdoors someone could react to. The full panel is 60. Out of 60 he is highly allergic to 58.
So he is highly allergic to every tree, but the pine tree. Every mold, All grass, mice, roaches, cats, dogs, dust, dust mites ... the list goes on and on and on. The doctor said ma'am i have never seen anything like this in a child, He is off the charts allergic to everything. He then whipped out his cell phone and started taking pictures of his arms where the testing was done so he could show the other doctors.
I keep wondering how this could have happened.... Even though it's depressing to know, it may just keep him from being hospitalized again.
He starts getting allergy shots next week. 3 a week for the next 6 months, then 2 a month. The allergist says he will more than likely have to get these the rest of his life, because as he has gotten older his reactions are getting worse.
Then to top it all off. He's hypoglycemic......
Although through all this i can't help but praise God because at least my little man doesn't have cancer or some other disease that could or will kill him.
No matter your situation, it could always be worse.
To wake up early to get Starbucks or sleep in and make sub-par coffee at work. That is the question....